Thursday, July 21, 2011
My father's emotionally abusing me and I need help!!!?
Okay, so I'm only 16, but my father's been emotionally abusing me for quite a while now. But lately, it's getting a lot worse. I don't think I can take it anymore. Actually, I'm still crying because he just had another one of his episodes. He threatened to cut my allowance and he said I have never given him a dime so I have to beg him for it. I have a job, but the salary's too low for me to depend solely on that. He always calls me names, saying that I'm stupid and everything I do is always not good enough. He has another daughter with his mistress and he always compares me to her. My mom stays at home, so she can't help me with anything. She just stood there, helplessly watching. I know that he doesn't love me, and I'm fine with it. I just wish that he'd stop hurting me like this. I'm only 16, there's only so much I can take. I've thought of committing suicide far too many times. Anything to get me out of this endless suffering. I want him to just ignore me and stop inflicting pain to me with his awful words. I can't take this anymore. I don't think I can live a day in this place anymore. I have no one to talk to, and I live in Asia so there's really no organization I can turn to. Can somebody help me find a way to get out of this place? Or at least make him stop talking to me? Because I know it's only a matter of time before I finally lose all my strength and just kill myself. You won't believe how much it hurts when you're being emotionally abused from your own father like this.
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